Counting days :')

Assalammualaikum and hi

Lama dah tak mencoret. Tangan pun mcm kaku je nak menaip and idea pun mcm ssh je nak keluar ye. Yes, the trending word. Mcm jeee. Hahaha. Okay, aku dah start merepek. So, here I am. Counting days to go back to my hometown. Like forever I guess. Not really la sebab kalau ada rezeki mmg sambung degree kat sini balik pun. So, the thing is perpisahan memang menyakitkan. Perghhh! I mean 2 tahun lebih duduk sebumbung, sekatil and byk lagi se with the girls here so its really hard for me to watch them go one by one.

Sekarang ni pun yg tinggal cuma aku, syida, bai and the juniors. Sedih sangat and sunyi sangat without them. Its feels really empty. You know before this dung dam dung dam, hahaha situ sini, nyanyi lagi, sepak sana sepak sini and byk lagila then suddenly everything is so silent. No laughing, no singing, no kicking and no everything. See? I really wanna cry. Before this mmgla pernah jugak berpisah with kwn2 hostel masa secondary school but its just dont feel the same. Because they are housemates. And soul mates too.

Semalam pun gg dtg dari penang ambik brg2 dia so kitorang ambik kesempatan cam whore sampai pagi okey. Macam2 gaya kitorang buat sampai Mr A pun merajuk sebab aku ignore dia semalam. Kemon la. Who cares. Hahaha. Time gg balik, nak nangis pun takde feel sebab semua mamai baru bgn tido. Hahaha. Kesian gg. Malam tadi gg hanta gamba kat aku with lagu shila amzah. Tak ingat tajuk and finally tears came out. Nangis sorang2 kat lua sambil pandang sekeliling. Pastu start la teringat kat diorang and nangis lagi. Alahai kesian.

I bet yang paling sedih would be baizurah sebab she will be the only one left here. ALONE! Serious kesian kat dia. Nanti balik2 cuti sem tngok takde sape kat rumah. Tsk tsk. Sabar ye baizurah! And to all my girls here some last words.

Syida: I dont know what to say about you my dear. You being with me for 24 hours yet you so sabar melayan karenah kmk. And I know sometimes I being annoying right. But you never say a word. Never tired teman kmk sia sitok. We even sometimes dont need a word to describe things or to communicate with each other. The ekspresi jak is enough kan. Kitak la teman selanji kmk. Hahaha. Sikpat nangga org hensem sikit alu melting. Siyes kenja aihh. Arum bulak ktk sayap sebelah kmk laa. Hahaha. Ayat lok. Thanks for always being there. You such a great best friend to me. Serious talk! Forgive me if kmk byk nyakit hati ktk okay!

Baizurah: How do I describe you my crazy girl? You just so crazy. Laugh alone, cry alone at your room. You really live well when you alone kan? Kau baik sangat! Tak pernah berkira pun. Cepat marah yet still lawak. Kau marah mcm mana pun kau tetap lawak. Teman bergosip aku. Hahaha. Teman gelak aku. Nanti kalau kitorang dah takde, stay alive okay? Hahaha. Jgn suka sangat blind date bagai ye! Hati hati. And kau la minah paling sempoi sedunia. Pergi kolej pun rileks je. Wa tabik la lu!

Gg: Ha, sorang lagi si sewel. Kau ni serious sewel. Slalu sangat buat benda yang bukan2. Tak faham jugak aku. Happy go lucky. Suka perasan cantik and suka perasan putih. Kau ni ntah pape laaa. Kalau bab make up bagi je kat kau. Memang kau no 1. Dari kau jugakla aku tahu pasal kecantikan sikit2. Kalau tak memang aku yang paling lame. Hahaha. Baik tak payah cakap la. Kau memang baik sgt. Tak pernah berkira and byk lagi. Kau pakar motivasi yg hebat sgt. Hahaha. Teman bergosip aku jugak. Penasihat kecantikan aku. Hihi. Tapi apa2 pun kau memang canttik pun~

Nor: Hmmm, miak paling lurus bendul la yg pernah kmk temu. Seriously. Lambat pick up juak. Careless and byk lagik la. Apa yg sikda ngan kitak yaa. Ssh kmk nak mdh. Jadi bahan gelak lam rumah. Hahaha. Yet ktk sik penah pun kecik ati ngan kmk org. Kmk x pernah nemu org yang bait gilak cam kitak. X penah ambik ati even kmk org molah mcm2 kat ktk. X pernah berkira. X selfish. Nor nor. Ktk neman kmk time kmk sakit. I appreciate that so much babe. Stay bait okay no matter what. You'll be loved by many people.

Ull ya: Nak cakap ape pasal awak eh ull? Awak baik, berdisiplin. Pandai jaga diri. Tak gila mcm kitorang. Bank saya kat rumah tu. Terima kasih tau. Jasa awak dikenang! :) Tak tau nak cakap apa pasal awak. Hahaha!

To all my girls I love you guys with all my heart and I miss you guys like crazy here. And wanna say thanks for being there with me all the time. Thanks for being an amazing girlfriends to me. Tq so much! I really appreciate you guys. Thanks sebab tahan dengan perangai bossy aku ni. Suka suruh korang buat itu ini. I wanna apologize for my mistakes. All my mistakes even sengaja or tak. Please forgive me if aku ada menyakitkan hati korang okay? And always be my girlfriends okay? I love you guys. Damn much!!! xoxo

Love, eiyra elynna! :)

Ibadah Camp

Assalammualaikum wbt.

Okay, it's been a month since my last post. So, today i was just coming back from "ibadah camp" which is aku pergi 13 hb. And the ibadah camp held for 3 days and 2 nights dekat Ampang Pechah Kuala Kubu Selangor. Erm, first thing first nak cakap yang aku seriously tak excited nak pergi sbb rasa macam rushing and my housemate ramai yang tak pergi. sobs sobs. Anyway, tak excited pun kena pergi jugak sebab wajib and kalau tak pergi you won't graduate. So, pergi jugak tanpa rasa excited. Hell kan?

First day, me and syida wearing the same cloth,hijab and shoes. Haha! Semangat gila padahal sbb baju je. Pagi2 lagi dah bgn sbb pendaftaran sampai pukul 9 je. So, the pendaftaran went well. Simple je just check your number and counter then get your tag and file. Pagi2 lagi dah sedih sbb me and syida tak sebilik and tak se group. Omaigad! Luckily, ada naemah dlm group so basically takdela lonely right? Dah habis semua pendaftaran, opening ceremony,briefing and so on we all pun gerak. Erm, dlm bas risau fikir satu je. KEBERSIHAN. Yes, saya sgt mementingkan kebersihan. Sampai sana, masuk dorm then tadaaaa~ Tahap kebersihan adalah 3 0f  5. Bolehla tahan kebersihan nye walaupun tilam macam apa dah sebab mungkin terlalu ramai dah yang pernah menziarahi tilam tersebut. Fuhhh, lega sebab aku bawak cadar and selimut sendiri. Bilik mandi checked! Okey jugak! So, basically alhamdulillah. Everything is okay! First day went smoothly. Presentation and so on. Malam ada talk and we all tak sempat pun nak tukar baju dari pagi sampai malam. Habis dah activities for the first day baru mandi then tidur! And cakap pasal tidur... Arghhh! I can't sleep. Hell kan? Tak tau sebab apa tapi hati sangat merindui hostel and housemates sampaikan boleh menangis dalam selimut takut orang lain nampak. And masa orang tengah solat maghrib isya' we all yang period duduk lepak dekat hall je. And syida tak period masa tu so aku rasa sangat lonely. Even ada je kwn2 yang lain tapi tak tau la. Dalam hall lagi dh start tearing a bit. Padahal syida pergi solat je pun dah rasa macam nak nangis. Sebab kalau boleh nak 24 hours dengan dia.Melampau kan? Malam tu tido 2 jam je sebab pagi esok ada qiyam.

Second day was heaven sbb syida period jugak so we are not gonna separate anymore. Yeay! Lepas qiyam and self preparing we all ada sesi beraerobic with Mr Facilitators yang hot2 belaka. Diorang menari bagai nak rak okay! And sir syaukat sangat comel bila menari. And Sir Azmir too and sir faizal too and Sir Faris too! Auww! Sir Faris seriously handsome and me seriously melting. Menyampah kann? Then ada social services which is bersihkan camp tersebut. Boring gila kan? Sabar jelaaa. Then, ada practicing for culture night. After zohor ada talk about cara pengurusan jenazah. Interesting sangat! Semangat je urus jenazah untuk kumpulan masing2. Maklumla first time kan? Habis talk, petang ada game kat hall which is obstacle course. Best gila okay! Malam pulak ada culture night. It was excellent. But the girls groups performances semua boring and the boys was amazing. Habis culture night balik bilik and tidur! And hooray, I can sleep well *dancing. Pagi2 bangun tengok semua orang dah pakai baju and tudung. Ah, sudah. Tapi takpe still calm and mandi then packing barang and bawak pergi hall. Aktivti last adalah talk dari lawyer. An excellent talk la. Very interesting! After that, closing ceremony. Then, ambik gambar and so on then BALIK! Hooray!!! Jumpa housemates! Tak sabar! Overall. the ibadah camp was good even ada aktiviti yang agak bosan BUT the facilitators were so great! Thumbs up for them. Happening and sporting sangat! Will miss you guys Mr and Mrs Facilitator!! Dan yang paling menyeronokkan adalah Mr Facilitator yang hot and smart! Awww seriously melting!!! *astaghfirullah Tapi seriousla lect2 cel yang lelaki dilahirkan good looking!! Berat hati jugak nak balik tadi sebab lepas ni mesti dah tak boleh nak usha diorang lama2. Ok, should stop sbb melampau!

That's all. BYE~

** about the previous post pasal bff I am totaly wrong! Guys, you are my other half! Everyone of you are my other half! Thanks a lot for being a gf's to me. I love you guys!*kiss

" Dia "

Assalammualaikum and happy fasting.

Hurmm, sekarang ni tinggal belasan hari je lagi ramadhan. Betapa cepatnya masa berlalu. Masa ni la nak tingkatkan lagi ibadah2 yang perlu. Tak tahu lagi sempat ke tak nak rasa ramadhan yang akan datang. Soon, raya akan menjelma. Well, memang excited sangat bila terkenang kan raya. Yeah, this is my first time raya rumah sendiri. Before this we all sefamily menumpang kasih je kat rumah nenek. Kasihan kan? Anyway, bila terkenang kan raya there is something that make me feel sad. Dia, seorang sahabat yang akan melalui her first raya without her abah. Can't even imagining it. I'm just can pray for her that Allah will give her the kekuatan untuk menempuhi semua. I can't say anything instead of just saying stay strong. Well it is easy to say kan. But, untuk dia yg memepuhi nya, only her know how it feel. Dia, yang aku kenal since my first day in college and dia also become my best friend. InsyaAllah I promise, you will always be my best friend till jannah. Though kitorang tak macam best friend yang lain, yang always together yet we still love each other like we used to. Though we are far from each other yet we are so close in our heart. Dia, bagi aku seorang yang sangat baik hati. Always say yes if we need her. Never disappointed. Dia, seorang yang sangat kuat dalam apa2 jua dugaan even sometimes she show her weakness. Well, its not that easy to be a strong person kan? Dia, yang ku sayang till jannah and till my last breath. InsyaAllah. Untuk dia, I dont have much to say because I dont how it feel to be in your shoes but still I wanna say stay strong coz I know you are strong enough okay babe? And thanks for being in my life and its amazing to know you Wan Nur Sabiha :') There are so many things I wanna say about you but yeah words just not enough to describe you friend.

Seorang lagi dia, yang ku kenal dalam hidup juga akan beraya without his father. Though this is not his first time yet I know he still feel the emptiness without his father. Dia, yang ku kenal since high school till now. Dia, seorang sahabat and there was time when we shared the special relationship but now we are sahabat and insyaAllah till jannah. Dia, who are so naughty and so cheerful. Dia, seorang yang sangat kuat membuli yet dia seorang yg sangat baik hati. Who concern about his friend. Well, there are so much to say to you but there is only one word that will present you which is AMAZING! You're just so amazing, friend. I know you are strong and I was there with you in the time you were about to lose your hero. Yet I still wanna say stay strong in your life. I don't know how will I bear it when its my times but you had endure it well. I'm just so proud to call myself a friend of yours Raub :')

To dua " Dia" yang ku sayang, I pray to Allah that He will ease everything for both of you. Make you both to stay strong and know that He always there for you guys. I pray that you guys will be happy and success both in life till jannah. InsyaAllah. Amin.

:(

I'm sad. Yeah, extremely sad :( ..............................

Happy Ramadhan ^^

Assalammualaikum wbt.

Hari ni terasa rajin pulak nak mengupdate blog ku yang jarang2 sungguh nak d jenguk. Well, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. Omaiigadd, macam tak percaya dah ramadhan. There are some wish list for my Ramdhan this year! :)

• Firstly, nak wish dapat puasa penuh tapi faham2 jelaa. Memang tak la kan. So, my first wish is semoga aku dapat menunaikan solat 5 waktu sehari semalam tnpa tinggal walau satupun. In sha Allah!
• Second, nak buat terawih. Tak dpt buat kat masjid or surau kat rumah pun ok asal buat!
• Third, nak senonohkan perangai aku ni. Apa2 jela perangai aku yang tak senonoh harap senonoh this Ramadhan and In Sha Allah after ramadhan too :)
• Forth, kurangkan bercakap! Oh ira please, don't talk too much this ramadhan ^^'
• Fifth, kalau boleh kurangkan mengumpat orang ye. Eh no! Bukan kurang. Just DON'T do it okay. Time ni la nak latih diri tu jangan nak sibuk sangat hal orang ye!
• Then, hope sempat habiskan ramadhan ni. In Sha Allah kalau umur panjang!
• Wish adik2 aku dapat tamatkan puasa diorang tahun ni
• Wish kawan2 pun sama dpt memperbaiki diri masing2

Tu jela kot. Harap2 wish list dapat ditunaikan. Amin :)

Before I leave...

Assalammualaikum and hi.

Been bored all day so make some time for my precious blog. Tak sangka dah 2 tahun kat sini. Rasa baru macam semalam je sem 1. Okay tipu. Honestly, rasa macam dah penat gila nak tinggal kat sini so tak sabar nak habiskan study kat sini. Tinggal lagi satu semester and next semester is my final semester. Yeay! Walaupun tak sabar nak balik to my lovely hometown, sedih tu adala jugak sebab nak berpisah dengan my beloved kat sini.

So, before I leave I kinda want to make some time with my friends. Like pergi ICT lagi sekali or Sunway Lagoon or Genting Highland. Just wanna have a lot of fun with them before we separate. Arghh. I just gonna miss them like hell. I'm sure of it. 2 years living in the same house make us close with each other day by day. I'm gonna miss their crazy attitude. Where can I find such friends again guys? Sobs sobs.

I also want to record each one of you. I would love to hear a thing about me that you guys like or dislike. I would love to have bed time conversation with you guys. Pyjamas party. Did I spell it right? The pyjamas? Arghh. Whatever. I surely will miss the crazy laughing all night. So guys, can I have it before I leave?

And also before I leave, I would love to have some time with you Sabiha. Like we used to. You know like talking about thing that I left behind about you and others. Watching movies, eating and stuff like that. And take photographs maybe. Anything that will make us fun. Can I have that?

Like at the end of the day we will still separate. Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan. Just want to make sure that this is the best 'perpisahan' I ever had. I love you guys. So much! :')

Life lately

Assalammualaikum...

Hi guys,it's been a while huh? Very malas nak update my blog lately. Ni pun update sebab ada orang menyeru supaya aku update blog. Haha. Tq ye sabiha sayang. Aku tak la busy sampai takde masa nak update blog. Just aku memang malas nak update. Niat ada, idea yang takde sebenarnya. Sekarang ni pun tak tahu nk tulis apa. Just trying to menceritakan my life lately.

So, my life lately is going well. Nothing much just wanna told ya yang aku dah jumpa my Mr A. Hahaha. I thought it will be very awkward. Okey, sorry kalau english aku melampau. At first, memang la nervous nak mampus tapi disebabkan satu incident yang membuatkan aku badmood perasaan nervous dan malu terbang entah ke mana. Hahaha. Puitis gitu. Kau ada?

Adalah incident nya, tak penting pun. Tapi aku serious dah moody time tu. Time berjalan dengan perasaan marah tu jugak la tiba-tiba dia ada kat depan mata. So, kurang sempat la nak blushing. Date berjalan dengan lancar kat klcc. Aku ingatkan aku yang takkan bercakap sebab malu tapi sebaliknya. Dia sangatlah pemalu orangnya dan kurang bercakap. Nasib baik aku ni ada bakat sebagai pencerita so takde la awkward sangat kan. Aku jela yang bercakap dari first sampai balik. untung kan dia dapat aku. Hahaha.

Ketinggian kitorang memang jauh bezanya. Tapi, he's okay with that so aku lagilah kan walaupun malu nak jalan sebelah dia. Lepas ni tak tau la bila nak jumpa lagi so just go with the flow for now. Pasal education, quite well la. Tapi sem lepas result aku turun. Okey fine, salahkan kwangsoo sebab time exam layan RM. Bravo ira! Malas makin menjadi jadi sejak dah nak habis sem ni. *sigh

About friends, everything goes smoothly. Me and friends getting close time by time. Dah dua tahun kan bersama so baik buruk, we are trying to accept each other sebab nobody is perfect right? Family, now baru sedar yang my siblings are growing faster. Erghh. Tak sangka yang dorang dah besar gedabak sampai aku ni dah tak macam kakak. Now, trying to replace the time that been taken from us. Trying to fix my relationship with them and try to be a great sister to them.

That's all I guess from me. Bye

** to Sabiha sayang, for everything that you went through I am sorry that I can't be there for you. I have only words to whispered and hoping it make you better. Stay strong sayang. I miss you and I miss us :)

Mid semester break yang menyeramkan

Assalammualaikum..

Seram?

Word yang paling indah untuk menggambarkan holiday aku seminggu yang lepas. Kalau tanya kat kawan-kawan yang balik kampung hows their holiday, they might be answered like this.

Oh, okey laaa.

Best gila kot!

Seronok jumpa family.

Erm, biasa2 je.

Cuba tanya aku dan 2 sahabat kesayangan aku tu. Jawapan nya macam ini.

Hell! Serious seram wehh!

Arghhh. Holiday kali ni memang seram dan horrible. Macam selalu, tiap2 kali cuti yang tak berapa nak lama aku, syida, dgn miza tak balik. Jadi official guard dekat sri kuching ni. 2,3 malam bertiga serious macam biasa. Nothing yang luar biasa sampaila satu malam tu. Lebih kurang lepas isya'. Aku dan miza ni tunggu syida mandi so aku lepak la sorang2 dalam bilik kitorang. Yang si miza pulak lepak bilik sebelah.

Masa tu dengarla si miza ni snap2 gmbar kat sebelah. Takde keje an. Macamtu la perangainya. Aku pulak busy texting dengan kwn aku. Tiba2 si miza datang menggigil bagi hp dia kat aku. Macam ni la conversation kitorang time tu. Ewah ewah. Hahaha!

Miza: Tengok ni(bagi hp)
Aku: Apa?(malas sbb busy msg tpi tengok jugak) Edit ke?(sbb nmpk muka momok dkt gmba)
Miza: Tak
Aku: Oh, jom lari. (buat muka paling cool)

Si miza ni dia slow sikit. Aku dah sampai kat depan pintu rumah barula dia nak lari. Dengan keadaan yang tak lengkap, kitorang pun tak tahu la nk turun pergi bawah mcm mana. Tudung tak pakai lagi, So, masa tu memang berdiri je kt depan pintu smpai syida habis mandi. Yang syida nye pulak memang menggelabah gila sampai pakai baju pun depan pintu. Lucu pun ada gak. Tu yang sempat pulak ketawa even takut gila!

Lepas kejadian, malam2 kitorang memang sangat horror. Tiap2 mlm mesti ada je denga benda2 yg seram. Serious rasa macam nak balik srwk. Tpi apakan daya, duit tiada. Memang macam2 benda la yang kitorang alami sejak hari kejadian.

Tapi bila fikir balik ada hikmah nya. Mungkin Allah nak bagi peringatan yang kitorang ni dah jauh dari Dia. So, bila fikir balik memang betul pun. Rasanya, dah tiba masanya untuk berubah. Dekatkan diri balik pada Allah. Doakan aku ye! :)

Kami di I-city

Assalammualaikum .

Oh yeah , hasrat ke I-City with housemate finally tercapai! Act, pergi 5 January tu kot.

Lama dah! Cuma malas nk tulis entry baru. Huahuahua!

Pemalas sangat la!

Okeyy, memang excited masa nak pergi hari tu. Malam sbelum nya memang kitorang tak berhenti bercerita pasal the TORNADO RIDE. Siap tengok you tube lagi nokk. Hahaha! Semangat gila kan? Eventhough masa bercerita tu I'm quite nervous jugak la nk naik benda tu sebab macam extreme sikit. Tapi saja nak tunjuk lagak buat la muka excited depan diorang -.-

Kitorang berangkat dalam pukul 7 something kalau tak silap. Masa kat ktm tasya msg bagi tahu ktm boleh sampai sentul je. Then, kena naik bas sampai Kuala Lumpur. Shit! Pagi pagi dah diuji. Sabar!

Then,sampai sentul dorang provide bas. Naik sampai bank negara sebab tasya cakap boleh naik kat situ. Tapi sebenar nya, boleh je naik bas terus sampai KL. Memang dugaan! Tapi nvm,kitorang still gelak gelak sebab memang gila excited kot. Then, bermula journey ke I-City!

Disebabkan lama sangat dalam ktm, kek birthday kitorang pun dah cair. Sedih gila! Secret Recipe kot! Agak2 la nak cair pun. Tak sabar sangat nak mandi, celebrate birthday pun ntah pape. Then, kitorang pun masok la kat water world tu dari pukul 10 pagi sampai 6 petang. Kau ada ?!

Serious penat gila! Aku dengan ull ya naik tornado 8 kali! Whoa!

Sejak bila aku extreme sangat ni? haha!

Anyway, I love I-city. Ingat nnti nk pegi lagi skali. hahah!

Oh btw , aku dg lulus JPJ test for car! Bye

It's 2013 ! Jyeahh !

Assalammualaikum.

Happy new year! :)

Entry first untuk tahun baru. Ohmyy I am 20 nowww !

So what?

Everyone getting older isn't it ?

Taulaaa. Herghhh. Just aku sukar nak terima hakikat yang umur aku sudah ada 2 di hadapan nyee! Haiss. Masa memang pantas bergerak. Tak sangka kan? Oh btw, misi aku menulis entry pagi ni adalah nak bercerita pengalaman aku ke JPJ test. Hari isnin tu kan aku pergi JPJ test. So, hasilnya aku GAGAL dengan CEMERLANG. Yupp! That's the thing! Aku FAILED!

Kenapa?

Sebabnyee masa naik bukit, first first tu cantik dah. Memang tepat pada line kuning. Masa nak turun dari bukit, kereta aku berundur ke belakang. Damn kan? Arghhhh! Seriously rasa macam nak tendang je kereta tu. Dan jalan raya pulak failed sebab enjin mati masa naik bukit and aku lupa bagi signal. TERBAIK! Tapi takpelaa, setiap yang berlaku kan ada hikmahnya. Ada sebab knp Allah tak bagi aku dapat lesen dulu. Kekecewaan terakhir untuk tahun 2012. Harap harap tahun 2013 ni aku akan lulus. Doakan aku!

Okeyy, talking about tahun baru. Semua orang ada wish list diorang or senang kata exam laa. Aku? Ermm. Entahlaa. Ada kot. I try to make my wish list so hope dapat ditunaikannn!

My 2013 wish list:

• I want to be a better person. I means in term of my Iman. Harap harap tahun ni dapat improve.
• Being in dean list again and hope until final semester
• Harap harap dapat habis study tahun ni
• May this year bring a lot of happiness to me
• Sambut birthday dekat baskin robbin. hahah! merepek!
• Beg baru, kasut baru!
• Blackberry! 
• Opss lupa! Hope dapat kekalkan hubungan saya dgn MR A!

Ni jela dulu wish list aku. Kalau ada lagi nanti aku update okeyy. Btw, let's enjoy 2013 together!