Sunday 9 February 2014

My Dear Sabiha :')

Assalammualaikum and hi.

Tadi jejalan kat blog sabiha. Mungkin sebab rindu dia kot. Teringin nak baca pasal life dia lately. And terasa macam nak baca entry dia yang lama. Then august entry tetiba mcm ternampak nama aku. So, bacalaa. That was my first time baca that entry. Slalu tak pernah miss sabiha punya entry. Entry tu 2012 and aku baca 2014. Nice sangat.

Dah banyak sangat kan cakap pasal kita sabiha? About us being far from each other. I believe that both of us try to fix the situation but its just not the same anymore kan? Dah ditakdirkan kita bersahabat macam tu. Bila tengok biha jee mesti teringat time2 dulu. Time2 we used to close. Dengan kau yg kadang2 tidur dengan aku kat bawah. Ape2 je sanggup turun bawah cari aku. Aku pun sama. Ape2 je mesti naik atas cari kau. I used to gossiping a lot kan? Share my interest. Cari laki hensem and kaya. And then kita stalk fb orang. Kau dgn cerita kau, aku dgn cerita aku kan?

But suddenly it was like puff! Everything is missing kan? Aku dgn kwn2 aku, kau dgn kwn2 kau. The first time kau buat entry pasal kita dh jauh, kita try to be like before kan? But its just not working anymore. Sometimes aku naik jumpa kau, mcm2 alasan aku kan? Padahal aku naik sbb aku rindu nak buat macam dulu2. Share stories and stuff like that you know. But slalu nya tak kesampaian sebab yeah you know takde privacy. Jadi aku naik, ckp skit2 and balik. Ohmyyy. Sedih sangat...

Kadang2 bila jumpa kau sorang kat library teringin nak pergi kat kau and bercerita tapi slalu nya kau pergi study so malas nak kacau. How I wish I can turn back those old times sabiha. But takpe, tengok life kau lately.. Happy and etc.. u been loved by so many people, you dont know how glad I am :) Eventhough I might not be part of those happy lifes but im just thankful that ur happy. And right now pun you are Allah's guest so aku doakan kau dapat umrah yang mabrur :') I love you babe! Always do. No matter how far the distance is :') xoxo~

Love,
Eiyra :)

Thursday 23 January 2014

Me as A "Pengangggur"

Assalammualaikum wbt and hi.

Its been 3 months I guess since I left my student's life. So, a new life as a "penganggur" sangat sangat menbosankan saya ye. I dont know. I do nothing. Makan tidur kemas rumah tengok tv. That's what I been doing for this 3 months. Yeah, I know. I am wasted. Eh eh eh. Wasted? I can't believe I said that. Well. Now, I dah jadi suri rumah tegar actually. Yes, I am not a penganggur okay. I have my own carrier now. SURI RUMAH TEGAR! I do all house work like suri rumah did. You know like mencuci baju, sidai and then lipat, kemas rumah, masak semuaaa. Okey, part masak tu tipu coz I can't cook so its still mummy's work.

And now I am officially hired by mother to make her assignments. Yes, I though I can escape from all of that but no. But that's okay. Takdela otak aku berkarat mcmtu je sementara tunggu result upu kan? And I do hope I can make it to university. Amin!







xoxo

Wednesday 20 November 2013

Counting days :')

Assalammualaikum and hi

Lama dah tak mencoret. Tangan pun mcm kaku je nak menaip and idea pun mcm ssh je nak keluar ye. Yes, the trending word. Mcm jeee. Hahaha. Okay, aku dah start merepek. So, here I am. Counting days to go back to my hometown. Like forever I guess. Not really la sebab kalau ada rezeki mmg sambung degree kat sini balik pun. So, the thing is perpisahan memang menyakitkan. Perghhh! I mean 2 tahun lebih duduk sebumbung, sekatil and byk lagi se with the girls here so its really hard for me to watch them go one by one.

Sekarang ni pun yg tinggal cuma aku, syida, bai and the juniors. Sedih sangat and sunyi sangat without them. Its feels really empty. You know before this dung dam dung dam, hahaha situ sini, nyanyi lagi, sepak sana sepak sini and byk lagila then suddenly everything is so silent. No laughing, no singing, no kicking and no everything. See? I really wanna cry. Before this mmgla pernah jugak berpisah with kwn2 hostel masa secondary school but its just dont feel the same. Because they are housemates. And soul mates too.

Semalam pun gg dtg dari penang ambik brg2 dia so kitorang ambik kesempatan cam whore sampai pagi okey. Macam2 gaya kitorang buat sampai Mr A pun merajuk sebab aku ignore dia semalam. Kemon la. Who cares. Hahaha. Time gg balik, nak nangis pun takde feel sebab semua mamai baru bgn tido. Hahaha. Kesian gg. Malam tadi gg hanta gamba kat aku with lagu shila amzah. Tak ingat tajuk and finally tears came out. Nangis sorang2 kat lua sambil pandang sekeliling. Pastu start la teringat kat diorang and nangis lagi. Alahai kesian.

I bet yang paling sedih would be baizurah sebab she will be the only one left here. ALONE! Serious kesian kat dia. Nanti balik2 cuti sem tngok takde sape kat rumah. Tsk tsk. Sabar ye baizurah! And to all my girls here some last words.

Syida: I dont know what to say about you my dear. You being with me for 24 hours yet you so sabar melayan karenah kmk. And I know sometimes I being annoying right. But you never say a word. Never tired teman kmk sia sitok. We even sometimes dont need a word to describe things or to communicate with each other. The ekspresi jak is enough kan. Kitak la teman selanji kmk. Hahaha. Sikpat nangga org hensem sikit alu melting. Siyes kenja aihh. Arum bulak ktk sayap sebelah kmk laa. Hahaha. Ayat lok. Thanks for always being there. You such a great best friend to me. Serious talk! Forgive me if kmk byk nyakit hati ktk okay!

Baizurah: How do I describe you my crazy girl? You just so crazy. Laugh alone, cry alone at your room. You really live well when you alone kan? Kau baik sangat! Tak pernah berkira pun. Cepat marah yet still lawak. Kau marah mcm mana pun kau tetap lawak. Teman bergosip aku. Hahaha. Teman gelak aku. Nanti kalau kitorang dah takde, stay alive okay? Hahaha. Jgn suka sangat blind date bagai ye! Hati hati. And kau la minah paling sempoi sedunia. Pergi kolej pun rileks je. Wa tabik la lu!

Gg: Ha, sorang lagi si sewel. Kau ni serious sewel. Slalu sangat buat benda yang bukan2. Tak faham jugak aku. Happy go lucky. Suka perasan cantik and suka perasan putih. Kau ni ntah pape laaa. Kalau bab make up bagi je kat kau. Memang kau no 1. Dari kau jugakla aku tahu pasal kecantikan sikit2. Kalau tak memang aku yang paling lame. Hahaha. Baik tak payah cakap la. Kau memang baik sgt. Tak pernah berkira and byk lagi. Kau pakar motivasi yg hebat sgt. Hahaha. Teman bergosip aku jugak. Penasihat kecantikan aku. Hihi. Tapi apa2 pun kau memang canttik pun~

Nor: Hmmm, miak paling lurus bendul la yg pernah kmk temu. Seriously. Lambat pick up juak. Careless and byk lagik la. Apa yg sikda ngan kitak yaa. Ssh kmk nak mdh. Jadi bahan gelak lam rumah. Hahaha. Yet ktk sik penah pun kecik ati ngan kmk org. Kmk x pernah nemu org yang bait gilak cam kitak. X penah ambik ati even kmk org molah mcm2 kat ktk. X pernah berkira. X selfish. Nor nor. Ktk neman kmk time kmk sakit. I appreciate that so much babe. Stay bait okay no matter what. You'll be loved by many people.

Ull ya: Nak cakap ape pasal awak eh ull? Awak baik, berdisiplin. Pandai jaga diri. Tak gila mcm kitorang. Bank saya kat rumah tu. Terima kasih tau. Jasa awak dikenang! :) Tak tau nak cakap apa pasal awak. Hahaha!

To all my girls I love you guys with all my heart and I miss you guys like crazy here. And wanna say thanks for being there with me all the time. Thanks for being an amazing girlfriends to me. Tq so much! I really appreciate you guys. Thanks sebab tahan dengan perangai bossy aku ni. Suka suruh korang buat itu ini. I wanna apologize for my mistakes. All my mistakes even sengaja or tak. Please forgive me if aku ada menyakitkan hati korang okay? And always be my girlfriends okay? I love you guys. Damn much!!! xoxo

Love, eiyra elynna! :)

Sunday 15 September 2013

Ibadah Camp

Assalammualaikum wbt.

Okay, it's been a month since my last post. So, today i was just coming back from "ibadah camp" which is aku pergi 13 hb. And the ibadah camp held for 3 days and 2 nights dekat Ampang Pechah Kuala Kubu Selangor. Erm, first thing first nak cakap yang aku seriously tak excited nak pergi sbb rasa macam rushing and my housemate ramai yang tak pergi. sobs sobs. Anyway, tak excited pun kena pergi jugak sebab wajib and kalau tak pergi you won't graduate. So, pergi jugak tanpa rasa excited. Hell kan?

First day, me and syida wearing the same cloth,hijab and shoes. Haha! Semangat gila padahal sbb baju je. Pagi2 lagi dah bgn sbb pendaftaran sampai pukul 9 je. So, the pendaftaran went well. Simple je just check your number and counter then get your tag and file. Pagi2 lagi dah sedih sbb me and syida tak sebilik and tak se group. Omaigad! Luckily, ada naemah dlm group so basically takdela lonely right? Dah habis semua pendaftaran, opening ceremony,briefing and so on we all pun gerak. Erm, dlm bas risau fikir satu je. KEBERSIHAN. Yes, saya sgt mementingkan kebersihan. Sampai sana, masuk dorm then tadaaaa~ Tahap kebersihan adalah 3 0f  5. Bolehla tahan kebersihan nye walaupun tilam macam apa dah sebab mungkin terlalu ramai dah yang pernah menziarahi tilam tersebut. Fuhhh, lega sebab aku bawak cadar and selimut sendiri. Bilik mandi checked! Okey jugak! So, basically alhamdulillah. Everything is okay! First day went smoothly. Presentation and so on. Malam ada talk and we all tak sempat pun nak tukar baju dari pagi sampai malam. Habis dah activities for the first day baru mandi then tidur! And cakap pasal tidur... Arghhh! I can't sleep. Hell kan? Tak tau sebab apa tapi hati sangat merindui hostel and housemates sampaikan boleh menangis dalam selimut takut orang lain nampak. And masa orang tengah solat maghrib isya' we all yang period duduk lepak dekat hall je. And syida tak period masa tu so aku rasa sangat lonely. Even ada je kwn2 yang lain tapi tak tau la. Dalam hall lagi dh start tearing a bit. Padahal syida pergi solat je pun dah rasa macam nak nangis. Sebab kalau boleh nak 24 hours dengan dia.Melampau kan? Malam tu tido 2 jam je sebab pagi esok ada qiyam.

Second day was heaven sbb syida period jugak so we are not gonna separate anymore. Yeay! Lepas qiyam and self preparing we all ada sesi beraerobic with Mr Facilitators yang hot2 belaka. Diorang menari bagai nak rak okay! And sir syaukat sangat comel bila menari. And Sir Azmir too and sir faizal too and Sir Faris too! Auww! Sir Faris seriously handsome and me seriously melting. Menyampah kann? Then ada social services which is bersihkan camp tersebut. Boring gila kan? Sabar jelaaa. Then, ada practicing for culture night. After zohor ada talk about cara pengurusan jenazah. Interesting sangat! Semangat je urus jenazah untuk kumpulan masing2. Maklumla first time kan? Habis talk, petang ada game kat hall which is obstacle course. Best gila okay! Malam pulak ada culture night. It was excellent. But the girls groups performances semua boring and the boys was amazing. Habis culture night balik bilik and tidur! And hooray, I can sleep well *dancing. Pagi2 bangun tengok semua orang dah pakai baju and tudung. Ah, sudah. Tapi takpe still calm and mandi then packing barang and bawak pergi hall. Aktivti last adalah talk dari lawyer. An excellent talk la. Very interesting! After that, closing ceremony. Then, ambik gambar and so on then BALIK! Hooray!!! Jumpa housemates! Tak sabar! Overall. the ibadah camp was good even ada aktiviti yang agak bosan BUT the facilitators were so great! Thumbs up for them. Happening and sporting sangat! Will miss you guys Mr and Mrs Facilitator!! Dan yang paling menyeronokkan adalah Mr Facilitator yang hot and smart! Awww seriously melting!!! *astaghfirullah Tapi seriousla lect2 cel yang lelaki dilahirkan good looking!! Berat hati jugak nak balik tadi sebab lepas ni mesti dah tak boleh nak usha diorang lama2. Ok, should stop sbb melampau!

That's all. BYE~

** about the previous post pasal bff I am totaly wrong! Guys, you are my other half! Everyone of you are my other half! Thanks a lot for being a gf's to me. I love you guys!*kiss

Sunday 21 July 2013

" Dia "

Assalammualaikum and happy fasting.

Hurmm, sekarang ni tinggal belasan hari je lagi ramadhan. Betapa cepatnya masa berlalu. Masa ni la nak tingkatkan lagi ibadah2 yang perlu. Tak tahu lagi sempat ke tak nak rasa ramadhan yang akan datang. Soon, raya akan menjelma. Well, memang excited sangat bila terkenang kan raya. Yeah, this is my first time raya rumah sendiri. Before this we all sefamily menumpang kasih je kat rumah nenek. Kasihan kan? Anyway, bila terkenang kan raya there is something that make me feel sad. Dia, seorang sahabat yang akan melalui her first raya without her abah. Can't even imagining it. I'm just can pray for her that Allah will give her the kekuatan untuk menempuhi semua. I can't say anything instead of just saying stay strong. Well it is easy to say kan. But, untuk dia yg memepuhi nya, only her know how it feel. Dia, yang aku kenal since my first day in college and dia also become my best friend. InsyaAllah I promise, you will always be my best friend till jannah. Though kitorang tak macam best friend yang lain, yang always together yet we still love each other like we used to. Though we are far from each other yet we are so close in our heart. Dia, bagi aku seorang yang sangat baik hati. Always say yes if we need her. Never disappointed. Dia, seorang yang sangat kuat dalam apa2 jua dugaan even sometimes she show her weakness. Well, its not that easy to be a strong person kan? Dia, yang ku sayang till jannah and till my last breath. InsyaAllah. Untuk dia, I dont have much to say because I dont how it feel to be in your shoes but still I wanna say stay strong coz I know you are strong enough okay babe? And thanks for being in my life and its amazing to know you Wan Nur Sabiha :') There are so many things I wanna say about you but yeah words just not enough to describe you friend.

Seorang lagi dia, yang ku kenal dalam hidup juga akan beraya without his father. Though this is not his first time yet I know he still feel the emptiness without his father. Dia, yang ku kenal since high school till now. Dia, seorang sahabat and there was time when we shared the special relationship but now we are sahabat and insyaAllah till jannah. Dia, who are so naughty and so cheerful. Dia, seorang yang sangat kuat membuli yet dia seorang yg sangat baik hati. Who concern about his friend. Well, there are so much to say to you but there is only one word that will present you which is AMAZING! You're just so amazing, friend. I know you are strong and I was there with you in the time you were about to lose your hero. Yet I still wanna say stay strong in your life. I don't know how will I bear it when its my times but you had endure it well. I'm just so proud to call myself a friend of yours Raub :')

To dua " Dia" yang ku sayang, I pray to Allah that He will ease everything for both of you. Make you both to stay strong and know that He always there for you guys. I pray that you guys will be happy and success both in life till jannah. InsyaAllah. Amin.

Saturday 13 July 2013

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I'm sad. Yeah, extremely sad :( ..............................

Tuesday 9 July 2013

Happy Ramadhan ^^

Assalammualaikum wbt.

Hari ni terasa rajin pulak nak mengupdate blog ku yang jarang2 sungguh nak d jenguk. Well, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. Omaiigadd, macam tak percaya dah ramadhan. There are some wish list for my Ramdhan this year! :)


  • Firstly, nak wish dapat puasa penuh tapi faham2 jelaa. Memang tak la kan. So, my first wish is semoga aku dapat menunaikan solat 5 waktu sehari semalam tnpa tinggal walau satupun. In sha Allah!
  • Second, nak buat terawih. Tak dpt buat kat masjid or surau kat rumah pun ok asal buat!
  • Third, nak senonohkan perangai aku ni. Apa2 jela perangai aku yang tak senonoh harap senonoh this Ramadhan and In Sha Allah after ramadhan too :)
  • Forth, kurangkan bercakap! Oh ira please, don't talk too much this ramadhan ^^'
  • Fifth, kalau boleh kurangkan mengumpat orang ye. Eh no! Bukan kurang. Just DON'T do it okay. Time ni la nak latih diri tu jangan nak sibuk sangat hal orang ye!
  • Then, hope sempat habiskan ramadhan ni. In Sha Allah kalau umur panjang!
  • Wish adik2 aku dapat tamatkan puasa diorang tahun ni
  • Wish kawan2 pun sama dpt memperbaiki diri masing2
Tu jela kot. Harap2 wish list dapat ditunaikan. Amin :)