Friday 24 May 2013

Before I leave...

Assalammualaikum and hi.

Been bored all day so make some time for my precious blog. Tak sangka dah 2 tahun kat sini. Rasa baru macam semalam je sem 1. Okay tipu. Honestly, rasa macam dah penat gila nak tinggal kat sini so tak sabar nak habiskan study kat sini. Tinggal lagi satu semester and next semester is my final semester. Yeay! Walaupun tak sabar nak balik to my lovely hometown, sedih tu adala jugak sebab nak berpisah dengan my beloved kat sini.

So, before I leave I kinda want to make some time with my friends. Like pergi ICT lagi sekali or Sunway Lagoon or Genting Highland. Just wanna have a lot of fun with them before we separate. Arghh. I just gonna miss them like hell. I'm sure of it. 2 years living in the same house make us close with each other day by day. I'm gonna miss their crazy attitude. Where can I find such friends again guys? Sobs sobs.

I also want to record each one of you. I would love to hear a thing about me that you guys like or dislike. I would love to have bed time conversation with you guys. Pyjamas party. Did I spell it right? The pyjamas? Arghh. Whatever. I surely will miss the crazy laughing all night. So guys, can I have it before I leave?

And also before I leave, I would love to have some time with you Sabiha. Like we used to. You know like talking about thing that I left behind about you and others. Watching movies, eating and stuff like that. And take photographs maybe. Anything that will make us fun. Can I have that?

Like at the end of the day we will still separate. Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan. Just want to make sure that this is the best 'perpisahan' I ever had. I love you guys. So much! :')

Tuesday 14 May 2013

Life lately

Assalammualaikum...

Hi guys,it's been a while huh? Very malas nak update my blog lately. Ni pun update sebab ada orang menyeru supaya aku update blog. Haha. Tq ye sabiha sayang. Aku tak la busy sampai takde masa nak update blog. Just aku memang malas nak update. Niat ada, idea yang takde sebenarnya. Sekarang ni pun tak tahu nk tulis apa. Just trying to menceritakan my life lately.

So, my life lately is going well. Nothing much just wanna told ya yang aku dah jumpa my Mr A. Hahaha. I thought it will be very awkward. Okey, sorry kalau english aku melampau. At first, memang la nervous nak mampus tapi disebabkan satu incident yang membuatkan aku badmood perasaan nervous dan malu terbang entah ke mana. Hahaha. Puitis gitu. Kau ada?

Adalah incident nya, tak penting pun. Tapi aku serious dah moody time tu. Time berjalan dengan perasaan marah tu jugak la tiba-tiba dia ada kat depan mata. So, kurang sempat la nak blushing. Date berjalan dengan lancar kat klcc. Aku ingatkan aku yang takkan bercakap sebab malu tapi sebaliknya. Dia sangatlah pemalu orangnya dan kurang bercakap. Nasib baik aku ni ada bakat sebagai pencerita so takde la awkward sangat kan. Aku jela yang bercakap dari first sampai balik. untung kan dia dapat aku. Hahaha.

Ketinggian kitorang memang jauh bezanya. Tapi, he's okay with that so aku lagilah kan walaupun malu nak jalan sebelah dia. Lepas ni tak tau la bila nak jumpa lagi so just go with the flow for now. Pasal education, quite well la. Tapi sem lepas result aku turun. Okey fine, salahkan kwangsoo sebab time exam layan RM. Bravo ira! Malas makin menjadi jadi sejak dah nak habis sem ni. *sigh

About friends, everything goes smoothly. Me and friends getting close time by time. Dah dua tahun kan bersama so baik buruk, we are trying to accept each other sebab nobody is perfect right? Family, now baru sedar yang my siblings are growing faster. Erghh. Tak sangka yang dorang dah besar gedabak sampai aku ni dah tak macam kakak. Now, trying to replace the time that been taken from us. Trying to fix my relationship with them and try to be a great sister to them.

That's all I guess from me. Bye

** to Sabiha sayang, for everything that you went through I am sorry that I can't be there for you. I have only words to whispered and hoping it make you better. Stay strong sayang. I miss you and I miss us :)